6/24/14

The Real BBW............ #noratchet #nomess



I am your platform.
I am your foundation.
I am your gender.
I am your sexuality.
I am your breath.
I am your integrity.
I am your hope.
I am your team.
I am your antagonist.
I am your friend.
I am your peace.
I am your Sistine.
I am your hair.
I am your choice.
I am your comfort.
I am your drawback.
I am your love.
I am your disdain.
I am your wife.
I am your mother.
I am your child.
I am your sister.
I am your religion.
I am your song.
I am your chore.
I am your delight.
I am your fight.
I am your night.
I am your war.
I am your weapon.
I am your tribe.
I am your day.
I am your curves.
I am your hurdle.
I am your writer.
I am your producer.
I am your prayer.
I am your Mona Lisa.
I am your Cleopatra.
I am the tents of Kedar.
I am your tears.
I am your smile.
I am your voice.
I am your experience.
I am your wisdom.
I am your loyalty.
I am your follower.
I am your leader. 
I am your heart.
I am your soul.
I am your purpose.

I am yours, 

Beautifully Black Woman.

6/11/14



I watched you hit the snooze button four times this morning
I saw you having a rushed shower and yes, you remembered to brush your teeth.
I watched you prepare your sugar-free coffee with 200mls of full cream milk
I watched you pack your lunch salad and forget it on the bench
But I did see you pick up a muffin before you left.
I saw you cut off that truck as you joined the traffic 30 minutes late
I saw you give way to the child who was crossing the road
I watched you increase the volume to ‘Bow down b*@*s’ as you increased your speed over the speed humps and down that hill
I heard you cuss at the slow VW in front of you
I saw you swap your flats for heels before entering the office
I heard you mumble sleepy hellos before your coffee hit
I saw you glaze over emails
I saw you snooze a little in the meeting
I heard that insightful contribution you made in the technical meeting
I heard you laugh and say thank you to the gentleman who opened the door for you
I read the playful message you sent to your husband
I felt the guilt you had the moment you saw your baby’s picture on your screensaver,
And yes, you gave her a kiss goodbye as you left for work.
I saw you yawn as the day at the office ended
I saw you sneak some chocolate after lunch
I heard you ask me not to let it go straight to your thighs
I saw you take a ‘selfie’ in the work bathroom
Yes, I liked your outfit too!
I saw you stalk your favorite celebrities
Yes, it was about an hour of your time
I listened to the daily news with you
I heard you gasp at the atrocities in the world
I heard your silent requests to comfort the world’s children
I heard your controversial thoughts to bring My salvation to the terrorists
I heard your tummy rumble all the way home while you were caught in traffic
I watched your fave soaps with you all evening
I watched you play and tease your baby girl
I heard her giggle too
I heard you laugh with your helper and share womanly secrets
I heard you pleading with Me to keep you awake as you hung out with your husband watching movies
I stayed up with you as you enjoyed quality time
I heard you mumble your regular late night prayer
I heard your ‘I will do better tomorrow’ list
Yes, I will help you
I heard you wake up in the middle of the night to give your ‘Chipmunk’ her bottle-feed
I heard you changing the channel on the dream you were having
Then I saw you hit the snooze button three times

5/15/14

#HELP I need a melody to my song



Man of my heart

I know that he hurt you
When he left you
I know that he broke you
When he didn’t call you
Visit,
Or give himself up for you

But here you are now

Healing and growing
Stronger
Stronger
Stronger
All you got to do is
pick up, stir it up
breathe
and fight, fight, fight it out

I know that she hurt you
When she let him
Be the father to you
Be the man you needed
I know that she hurt you

But here you are now

Healing and growing
Stronger
Stronger
Stronger
All you got to do is
pick up, stir it up
breathe
and fight, fight, fight it out

Young boy,
holding it down
Young son,
Working too hard
Young man,
saving his family
Oh I know that they hurt you
You deserved more
But here you are now

Grown
Strong
Damn straight

You are the man
I know that he hurt you
I know that she hurt you
But here you are now
Grown
Strong
Damn straight

You are the man
You are the man of my heart
Now, now
Oh oh oh

I know that they hurt you
But here you are now
Grown
Strong
Damn straight
You are the man
You are the man of my heart now.