(SSS=toned down version of triple x) yes i don't do explicit lyrics/behaviour ..those are relics of my past i guess but i have battles, Lord do I have battles! sometimes my mind is like a gutter, full of ignoble; nonvirtuous?, unholy, unkind, unloving, ungracious, lustful thoughts--> that's my confession, and I NEED PRAYER!
ANYWAY, this past MONTH i have learnt lot which has opened the door to understanding quite a few things....
i get how you can be lonely enough that you can enter the worst brutal relationship just to feel something....
i get how pressing a weapon to your temple in your imagination can easily become a reality....
i get how quickly one's mood swings and noone can reset it to normal especially when you desperately need to be rational...
